toughest test ever on my quit came last night .
imagine the scenario.
me and my girlfriend are getting married next year
both 24 been together since 16
both live at home still
nearly saved for a deposit for house ( lot of money ) .
I go round to see her and she says I think I am pregnant,
queue the shakes, feeling sick, dizzy scared nearly crying times.
i so badly wanted a cigarette and would have had one if I had some .
next thing i no i am at asda spending a bleeding fortune on pregnancy tests .
cut a long story short she peed on a stick she aint pregnant ( hallelujah praise the lord)
thank Fu*k for that.
was nealy having a full blown heart attack and so nealy distrode my quit .