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so close to caving

toughest test ever on my quit came last night .

imagine the scenario.

me and my girlfriend are getting married next year

both 24 been together since 16

both live at home still

nearly saved for a deposit for house ( lot of money ) .

I go round to see her and she says I think I am pregnant,

queue the shakes, feeling sick, dizzy scared nearly crying times.

i so badly wanted a cigarette and would have had one if I had some .

next thing i no i am at asda spending a bleeding fortune on pregnancy tests .

cut a long story short she peed on a stick she aint pregnant ( hallelujah praise the lord)

thank Fu*k for that.

was nealy having a full blown heart attack and so nealy distrode my quit .

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Just goes to show that having a cigarette wouldn't have affected the outcome of that test at all!

I see what you mean though... I'm not quite sure what I would do if I was faced with a situation like that (especially now when my quit is feeling a bit rocky). You did really well to not think that just 1 would help you get through it.

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I can see where you are coming from and can imagine that would have been really stressful for you last night.

Well done for not smoking and staying quit.

Sian

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Double well done, well done on not smoking, and well done for passing the fag counter in Asda.:eek: Always at the door, so you have to pass it on your way in and out!!

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ahhhhh..sorry you had such a rough time:eek: glad that you didnt give in!! im feeling like i want one reaL BAD for no apparent reason,,,must be subconscious! stay strong and congrats on not smoking through that stress!!

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Be proud of your self . Glad the out come was good :D

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