Warning to my cravings

[nsd_user663_14628]

Hello Week 3!!!!! So nice to meet you. I hope your nicer than your cousins annoying week 2 and horrible week 1. If your not nicer I sould warn you I'm tougher than I look and I really put those cousins of yours in there place!!!!!!!! And I have some friends that will be here anyday and they're not easily pushed around either!

[nsd_user663_14628]

OK I did it. Went to the PUB drank far to much beer.(My little cousin was playing his first professinal football (I'm canadian so it's still football but we throw the ball) game VERY nervous!!!) I DID NOT SMOKE. Not that I'm proud of getting drunk or happy with my hangover but,,,,,, I've never done it! Last night was my first ever, help me to a cab drunk that I didn't smoke in my life. So there's my biggest fear and I beat it! I don't want to seem cocky cause I'm not, I'm terrified every day, but somehow I didn't think I would pass this challenge. In a VERY sad way I'm very proud today!! When this is all over the next challenge will to never need someone to help me into a cab again!!!!Not that it happen very often

[nsd_user663_14928]

Wow!!! You so deserve to feel proud....many many congratulations.

See you in week 3 tomorrow....dont get too lonely.

[nsd_user663_14771]

I'm terrified every day

i'm with you on that one - especially mondays :/ never quite sure if i'm gonna make it through - but i have my emergency patch to hand so i WILL NOT SMOKE TODAY!!!! benny congrats on beating your big fear, seems like you have really adjusted well to being a non smoker and taken an important step towards freedom from the nicodemon i'm so proud too that you got so drunk (and didn't smoke!)

[nsd_user663_14628]

well no one's every been proud of me getting drunk before but thanks!!!! I'm not sure about the adjusting part though I spend a great deal of time thinking about not smoking. I'm so scared to let my guard down. By nature I have a addictive personallity. I've used that as my excuse in the past when I've failed. YOu know " I did my best I was just to tried from fighting the cravings"