I gave in again! Last Friday my husband went out for the night and I went to see a friend. This is the same friend that I took a fag off two weeks ago.
So I ended up asking her for one again and I smoked two. The strange thing is I really don't want to smoke again, so why do I keep doing this to myself??? Its now 5 days later and I have not had another one, but I have felt the cravings & irritability getting worse. I'm just making it more difficult for myself
So I have now decided, I will not do this to myself anymore. Its is not the giving up smoking that gives me the withdrawl, it is the fag. If I have another I have two options. 1. Make my withdrawl worse for a couple of weeks 2. Give in to those cravings and keep smoking on the hour for the rest of my life. NO MORE!!!!