HI Everyone
Thank you for getting me through yesturday! 
Today started pretty rough my first thing in the morning cravings are really bad.... and im finding it really hard to get up and out of bed...BUT I did get up and make it through the morning and got to work (an hour late cause I was fafin about) I am now feeling really positive and confident about the rest of the day and it seems to have really dawned on me today the total insignificance of actually sucking on the end of a silly white stick like some sort of ritual day in and day out - I am feeling really good about knowing that its like everyone has been telling me that exact thing for such a long time but today is like some sort of revelation and I now understand how rediculous it is - it makes me giggle... I now think of smoking as silly as walking round tesco naked shopping for prunes (dont like prunes) haha I dont see me doing that anytime soon just like like dont see myself smoking oh actually lets make a pact the next time any of us are going to buy a cigg we have to first go to tesco- naked - buy a pack of prunes and then go to the counter and ask for some ciggerettes hahahahaha.... lets face it both acts are as rediculous as each other lol :D
