It is day 2 of week 2 and I did the whole just one to prove something took about four sucks on the end of a ciggy and felt sick and ashamed so threw it away... (dont have a pack stole one of someone else)what do I do!? does this mean I have failed again or do I class this as a blip and carryon
One minute I am telling myself how stupid I am and starting to feel really upset the next I am saying its ok just a mistake everyone makes mistakes but I dont want to go easy on myself either incase it happens again that I get a really weak moment and just give in!!! I dont remember what I was thinking or how it happened it was first thing this morning as soon as it happened and I threw it away I loaded on the patch
I want someone to tell me off but I also want someone to tell me its ok that I am not a complete failure.... is this nuts lol!!!!