Today has been very weird for me, for the last month or so I have had a terrible chest infection and I think this was one of the main reasons for quitting cos ill health was getting ontop of me so anyway I had started to feel better but in the early hours before day one, I woke up with the worst tickly chesty cough and still have it now and I haven't slept a wink all night! but strangly enough I haven't really wanted a a cigarette, I had a slight moment this morning when I talked myself out of going to the shop but its been far to easy for me! I have been on day two before and I wanted to kill everyone and was a total nightmare. I am just waiting for that moment were I lose it like I have in the past but its just not happening, *Thank God* Simply being under the weather seems to be an added bonus.
Last night I was round my sister-in-laws and mum-in-lews and they both smoke and were both smoking with me standing with them and still it really didn't seem to bother me. One serious moment in nearly 2 days seems a little easy.
cos I have been here before and I know how crazy I was maybe I was just expecting the worse or maybe the worst it yet to come....sorry i'll stop rambling on *lol*