I WANT A CIGARETTE NOW!
OMG, just drove back from a job, i'm muddy, but warm, tired, but pleasantly so, and there is no-one home. Talk about my ideal situation for a cigarette!
There are none in the house though and I did'nt stop on the way home (but my god I thought about it).
Kid's will be home in half an hour. It will be OK, and i'm sure i'll be a stronger person after this, but right now, it's a little testing!