This was a bit leftfield! Not sure if its all the talk on coming up for 1 year, but at the weekend I had a dream where my husband fell off the smoking wagon. I found one of his smokes and a lighter and spent the rest of the dream looking for a place to secret smoke. Each secret smoking place was foiled in some way or another in a plot to keep me from smoking and my desire to smoke the fag got more and more! I woke up with the same feeling of needing to smoke, then felt relieved that I didn't spend my life anymore feeling that way! PHEW!