This is just a sort of "checking in" type post i suppose. Festivities took their toll on me i think, found alot of the christmas period very difficult, but hanging in there! New year was alright - i regrouted my shower and still in the process of cleaning up the DIY i decided to do to take my mind of it. Ha! It worked, so cant complain! And my bathroom is lookin awesome thanks to my better half!
Its weird really. Most of the time now i dont even think about it. Doesnt even cross my mind. But then all of a sudden i can get a mental crave and want to scream. It doesnt last that long, but the fact that it happens is annoying enough. :mad:
Did notice something though... When i want a cig now, its not an option to have one. Before now if i wanted one i would then have an internal battle on my hands and i'd have to force myself not to go the shops and buy some baccy. Now, it aint an option. I wont smoke again. Theres no way. Tis a weird feeling... but i likes it!
Hope everyone is well and enjoying the new year so far, and all of you had a super christmas!