Well a funny week again - a bit like last week.
Monday and Tuesday - crap
Weds - bit better
Thurs and Fri - better still.
I know some you you have also felt a bit off this week - hope you're better now.
Some things I've noticed:
1. I've started to get up earlier and am not so exhausted. Hope this continues
2. Is the weather to blame for my mood? (Jase - with you on this). Its easy to blame everything on not smoking - but is it really the case?
3. How few smokers there really are about - came back from lunch and only really saw two people in the pouring rain chuffing outside a pub.
4. Think my feelings towards fags has changed. Before it was I NEED a fag - now its I WANT a fag - two totally different things. I WANT a Lamborghini - but not gonna get one - Hey Ho! Now I don't want to be blase here - this is the hardest thing I've ever done - and I wouldn have done it without my broken shoulder - its just this shift means its a lot more manageable - and I look forward to these feelings getting milder.
So thats week 10 nearly over - here's to week 11!
Hoep you all have a smoke/crave/cry/mood free weekend.
Rome wasn't built in a day - and I smoked nearly 30 years - so its a hell of a change for a body and mind to go through.(I like this - how do I create a signature thingy like you lot have?).