Day 6 and its been a funny 24hrs. I went to see my no smoking nurse yesterday and I was ZERO on the CO's in my lungs and I was sooo happy but my husband was away on business and nobody else was answering their phones so I got a bit annoyed. Then I babysat 3 grandchildren, 2 of which are under 2 and within 5 minutes of arriving at my house it looked like a whirlwind had struck. By 7.30pm when they had gone I was feeling fed up and no hubby to moan at. I poured a glass of wine and sat among the chaos desperate for a fag. Ive done some hard things in my life but not having that fag was the hardest.
This morning I woke up by myself having had another hot flush night and still felt down, Ive seen to my horses and walked the dogs and the mood is lightening by the minute. It helps to write it down so forgive me for rambling, but hubbies home tonight so he can get it in the neck instead.