i have quit several times now, but never ever before i have experienced what just happened.
i was sitting here at the computer doing, ya know stuff, and i suddenly realised i didn't want a fag, that that is not all that new but what i now know is that i will never have another one, i just don't want another one, i don't want one after dinner, or with white wine, or in the car, or 1st thing inthe morning, my God why would i?
i feel really quite odd. like someone has got inside my head and wired it up differently.
i can assure u i have not been drinking or taking anything strange i just feel different.
all that said i can't confirm that i will never ever want a fag again, just that i will never have one, i say again why would I?
This i now get is a head thing, i know, i know you have all been telling me that for months, but now i get it. having a fag is not just stupid it is pointless. burning money to killing myself, make myself smell and encourge my kids to smoke in the future.
right i have to go and pick up the kids now, but i will be back later to let u know how it's going.