So hi guys, how u all keeping, i decided to keep away for a few day as i and my OH found i was still obsessing bout fags and part of that was that i was here reading and typing about quitting.
I made it into Wk 3 today, which i am quite impressed about, still not finding it easy, in fact as i sit here with a glass i know that if i drink about a bottle of wine and somebody offered me a fag i would have one, however i live inthe middle of nowhere so there is no chance of me popping out to get some.
My main concern now is my up and coming holiday, i go to Greece on Wednesday for 14 days. I know i will be drinking pretty much every night, and there will be lots of people around smoking. i have told my OH that i am going to look at them smugly as i walk past as a "happy" non smoker, however i have also said that i am not going to ruining my, or everybody elses holiday just for the sake of a fag, in that i am still v grumpy with kids etc and if i am even more grumpy on holiday because of all the chances to smoke i will choose to smoke and then quit when i come home again. this is not to say that i am going on holiday with the plan to smoke, just the plan to enjoy my hols.
I have had a quick look at some of the posts done in the last couple of days, and i think it is great that so many of us are here in wk 3 together, and for those who have had to go back to the beginning, i know that feeling and just keep on quitting.
Sorry it's a long one and thanks for been bothered to read it. i find great strength from this forum and ALL of its contributers.