I came to realise I was powerless over tobacco, and vowed never to take another puff.
I admitted to you all that i can't control my smoking and made a list of all the harm it has caused me and the desperate lengths i have gone to to get it.
I have borrowed money, nearly every week, I have -OK what you would probably call stole -money to buy cigarettes (as in pinched loose change that was sitting about the house, and i knew wasn't mine),I never have any money to do anything else because any money i have i spend on cigarettes. I have at times of unemployment only eaten one meal a day, so i could have money for my fix, I have gone through the bin to find a smokeable cigarettes butt, i have smoked my own cigarette butts off the ground, I have damaged my lungs and body-perhaps irreparably, I have ignored others right to breathe clean air. My habit has damged my health and made me lazy, unfit and inconsiderate. I have ignored, even got annoyed when others expressed their wish for me to stop killing myself.
I'm a drug addict.