Well im on day18 of champix and day 8 of not smoking.
First of all, thank you soooo much for all the support that you all have given me so far, This forum really is my only main source of support on a day today basis. My partner is very impatient and loses interest very easily and so life here after 8 days is kinda how it always is, the problem is im more snappy, sensitive than normal and so means we are having more 'moments' shall i say. I keep saying 'hello, quitting smoking over here!?!?!' but its easily forgotten!
The last two days have been hard, Sat night, im so used to a bottle of wine, and smokes with a film or something but having not drunk much either since being on the champix it was far from a eventful sat night!! Infact there are somedays that i just wish the evening away so i can go to sleep and wake up starting a new day! Today, i just feel like i could pick one up and smoke it!! I don't know why, maybe cos of bickering with the OH but its so far from how i have been feeling all week. I hope it won't last.
I also have a 2 hour car journey to make today and thats also a strange one as im used to lighting up while driving to encourage the journey along!! I keep feeling disappointed that i won't be doing that today!! Im sure it will be fine once im doing it...........
I hope and wish you are all doing really well today both in spirit and not smoking!! Im defo having a downer day!!! BUMMER!!!!
Big love all
Chrisps x x x x