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how's everyone? I see some old buddies here, good to see you guys are still here! So am I! It wasn't easy... OMG! Sometimes it was really bad, and honestly I had first 2 drags one night after to many drinks and to many bad days! I woke up the next morning terrified, but nothing changed, I was lucky, I am still disappointed I went that way, but all I am saying to myself is I was lucky I didn't awake the demon, and that I CAN'T do that again, next time it may have concequences! The thing is even if I feel like smoking I DON"T WANT TO BE A SMOKER ever again! And I understand perfectly well that there's no in between! If I have one, it's over!
Anyway, overall is all good! Keep going!
