Hi to all,
tonight i smoked my last cig and ended my old life as a dirty smelly health eating smoker. this as many of you will know is not my first attempt,but have been quietly sitting in the back ground getting my brain in order and also waiting for my antidepressants to kick in.
on other quits i would be overcome with depression and sleepless nights and not being a very nice person to be around. which in family life made things so much more stressful.not for me in general but for everyone else.so my plan was to go away sort out a few things and get back to now start of day 1.
I really can not fail this time this is not an option and i am feeling abit nervous ,but eh its to be expected .......i am now a non smoker ready for a fresh start .
keeping strong and positive with baby steps ahead !!!.
much love ali x