Mark has been to the smoking clinic and has got champix too. When I went yesterday and had a chat told her how I was she said it was common with a lot of people yet the dr seemed to think I was depressed and stressed. Im so glad I tried again (even though I flopped) as I have learnt alot last month all the ups and downs, my weak points what I need to watch for. I have never changed my view that I want to stop that has stayed firm. We are both starting the champix on Saturday and Mark has got Easter week off and my other brother is coming home so he can look out for Mum and my other bro take a bit of pressure off. Me and Mark can get on with our quit which will start the following Saturday hopefully the weather will be good as there will be lots of walks with the dog. Im also thinking of ways I can give myself a boost as I use smoking for that (know it doesnt really) as I really need to keep possitive and happy for my Mum so this next week will be looking at different things I can do to replace the boost I got from cigs.