i had a HORRIBLE nightmare last night that i cant get out my head!!! it seemed so real !
i dreamt that i had made my husband come out with me one afternoon with the excuse that we needed to buy some paint for the garden fence. we didnt really need it but it was my excuse to go out cos i needed to smoke???
so we went and got this paint and he got the paint on his arm when we were in the shop. the paint then made one of his arms infected and it spread to the other arm (dont ask me how its just what happened) and then he got rushed to hospital. they amputated his hands and then we were waiting to hear if they would amputate his arms too
then we were at home one night and he came in all sad and solemn and told me he had to have his arms amputated too and started crying
OMG it was awful cos it felt so real!!! then all of a sudden he didnt have his arms anymore and i was hugging him but he couldnt hug me back - cos he had no arms
all i kept thinking was that it was my fault this had happened cos we didnt need the paint he touched but i made him go out cos i needed to smoke!!!
was so glad to wake up and find it wasnt real ! these tablets are doing WEIRD things to me!!!