hello, i'm back again, thanks for all supporting me in the first few days - I was so thrilled giving up to start with - it was like having my own nicotine released. Now i'm an official non-smoker (>4 weeks...) and no ciggies any more hidden at home, i'm not even craving it as such, but my life feels somehow boring now due to no real highs nor lows .... - the smoking gave me the once-a-day ( or more) special moment which got me out of the day to day routine and gave me a brake - nowadays i've got more time on board and thus work even harder and more effective, have more time with my daughter, do a lot more sport and feel ( apart from having gained 4 kg weight) physically a lot fitter and better, BUT somehow i've lost this special moment , where i was "naughty", did things "just for myself"i.e. smoking......it might sound absolutely stupid, but i've lost something and do not even want it back, but still it makes me quite low sometimes....does that make any sense?????
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