I am having a strange day today. I am on day 21 but its day 2 of no patches. I know that i shouldnt be going without but i thought i would give it a try.
I am really tearfull and quite stressed. I want to keep going without the patches because i have done nearly 48 hours and if i know i wont go buy any cigerettes then that good isnt it.
I have quite a bit of stress with my eldest son. He has walked out of college, has speeding fines to pay, only has a couple of shifts in a part time job every week, stays in bed like a lazy sod everyday, says I have a go at him all the time. All i want it for him to get out of bed and get a full time job and pay his bills.
I broke down today, i was sobbing. I feel really upset. Do you think its because the nicotine is leaving my body.
Honestly do you think i should carry on the patches or now i have done 2 days keep going without?? Ohh i feel confused.