Dear West Ham
12 DAYS TODAY HOORAY
Well done lovely, you're getting there. Keep Strong.
Hugs and Hugs
Poppyfairyxx
Dear West Ham
12 DAYS TODAY HOORAY
Well done lovely, you're getting there. Keep Strong.
Hugs and Hugs
Poppyfairyxx
Oh yes....................
Westham
well done 12 days thats really fab bet all your family are proud of you as we are allmost two weeks. Rock on westham Linda xxxx
Oh No..............................Zoom I've just broken the computer where you put the cd bits in - I can't get my CD out????? What am I going to do........
I keep pressing the button but it doesn't work???
I'm not going to say anything coz I'll be in trouble.
Oh Deary Me - told you I was hopeless at techy stuff..
Heee Heee
Biiiig Huggggs for A Top Boy
Poppyfairyxx
Hi Guys
Just so you know I did break the CD writer - oooooooppppppppsssss.
Just spent 38 mins on the 087million quid number and they're sending a guy to SORT IT!!! We've got to have a new hard drive - just as well we get the electrical protection on everything isn't it coz I break it all - don't mean to it just happens........
I've had 5 irons in a year - only paid for 1 4 free on insurance - cor that was coooooooool
Hope you're all having a great day.
Big Hugs
Poppyfairyxxx
I think that's what the guy said - anyways he's coming so he'd just better get on with it .....or else......I'll have to put the scissor sisters on and do my dance - that'll scare him!!! hahhhahahahah
Big Hugs
Poppyfairyxxx
He prolly said disc drive
Sorry Boudee I've had too much redbull I think to keep me going as I've not slept for nights now and hardly eaten a thing.....I'm not poorly just I don't know on a very fine line is the best way to say it. So if I keep myself up with music or something it will stop me feeling so low and tired.
Thanks Boudee and sorry honey. I'll go now before I get upset.
Popsxxx
Big Hugs .....
The extinguisher twins will give you some TLC x x
Dear Boudee and Buffy
Thanks very much for your pics and words. I'm ok just hate the fact sleeping is such a problem - but I've just got to DEAL WITH IT as Tracey would say.
Thank God for redbull though I think it makes me even more bonkers sometimes especially if I listen to particular songs.........no I wont say the words again!!!
I have been cleaning all morning inbetween doing bits with the kids. Matthew has strained his groin from rocking/flapping and bouncing so much which he still can't stop himself doing, so what he has done is now kneel on the floor and do it so his legs aren't being stretched at the top - he's worked it all out.
I did find the weekend very bad for wanting a smoke but better now - it's a redbull purge now!!
Hope you are both really well my lovelys.
Biiiiiiiiig Huuuuuuuuugggs
Poppyfairyxxxx
PS) Boudee you was asking why I only smoked 5 cigs. Well that is an average cos some days were more and some less. But what is interesting is the research that has gone into this are of amount smoking vs giving up stated that people who smoked only a little amount found it much harder to give up than those who smoked more because they have such emotional attachment to the cigerette - which is true for me I would say. Each cig represented something to me. The research said that those who smoked more had the nicotene problem where as someone like me doesn't have such a nocotene problem - there is some but not on th same scale - it is the mental torture of what each cigerette means and people always said oh you don't smoke that much why bother giving up - but to try and give up has been horrendous before this time. Caved in very quickly.
Thanks Boudee I will give it a go.
I feel like a Panda Bear today!!!
Lots of hugs
Poppyfairyxx
Oh I meant to mention lots of people said to me you smoke such a little why give up from my GP to some of Matthew's doctors, to of coure other smokers too which is understandable. Interesting though. I think it is because of my situation it is like well whatever gets you through each day. But I didn't want to be a smoker for ever as there will never be a stop to all of what's going on.
Hugs to you
Poppyfairyxx
I think that is a bizzare thing to say especially from docs!! :eek:
However stressful our lives maybe, slowly killing ourselves is of absolutely no use to anyone!!
Good luck with the sleep x x is something I know well and this is the worst bit that Boudee said if you stress about not sleeping you your anxiety will keep you awake more God I really hate that >_<
Be sure to put the day to bed and only think of pretty things x x
I imagine scenarios to help me sleep, usually myself walking in the countryside with a long flowing white dress
Dear Buffy
Sounds like you want to be the lady in the flake advert - do you remember - and she felt the poppies with......
Only the crumbliest flakiest chocolate
Tastes like chocolate never tasted before....singing in the background.
Yes I think all of your advice is good because things can't go on especially as I'm not eating either - so I will try and sort it out!!!
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Had to put this in as it reminded me of you at the Carnival shaking your booty and having a wind ting!
Big Hugs
Poppyfairyxxxxx
Aw you keep thinking of me dancing and singing like beyonce I like that !! hehehe
That bloody flake song will go round my head all day now!! hehehehe
I don't think the people downstairs will appreciate me flooding them with that bath overflowing hahahaha
This is deep.
What is? Poor pops or the bath!! :confused:
It's alright guys I'm getting rescued now by West Ham who has thrown me agermania-boerboel.de/images... chair and now I have floated toyelims.free.fr/IPB/Invision... desert island!!!!
(I'm trying to think of nice things.......)
Hopes you are alright and having a good evening.
Loves to you
Poppyfairyxxxx
Oh yes....................
West Ham, who is the bulldog around here?:mad:
Fantastic on getting to day 12, stay strong.