Ive been thinking.. too much as per usual having ocd and that.
But so the deal is, my mominlaw smokes even though shes incredibly respectful now and never does it in the house when were there, and if honest i cant actually "smell" it either when i come over, but!! i do feel nearly a bit lightheaded or my nose gets like it did when id just quit smoking. (bone dry/mock cold)
Is it possible the smoke thats in the curtains/carpets/walls is affecting me cose the only time i really REALLY feel like a cigg is when im here, and im saying to myself im silly because noone smokes inside when were here, but its like when i breathe in the air.. my lungs feel just like that first lovely cigg in the morning.
Its driving me a little bit crazy, but just a little bit, its not tempting me much because i know how horrible the first ciggies are when uve been off them for so long and it not worth it.
But is this in my head? are the receptors lying to me, or is the air and surroundings loaded with what my body craved for so long and thats what im reacting to?