This is not for attention and I do not care for any responses.
I know that not every post finds an audience, let alone stirs up conversation. Yet I find absolutely no support here for myself. My posts are not answered, except the moderator who tells me what a great community this is and help is bound to happen (I paraphrase of course).
I thought for sure that this community would have some insight into the strangeness that I experience. Nope, no evidence of that. I still believe that someone out there does have the experience and info which could help, just nobody wishes to participate.
I would much rather struggle without the false hope of peer support. I'm not taking this as a personal attack, but I'm also not going to waste any more of my time. Done