So it's been just over 2 months since we lost our Peanut due to Trisomy 13 (Patau's syndrome) and it hurts. I'm desperate to get pregnant again and have now started trying. I'm terrified something will go wrong with the next pregnancy too though, I'm already dreading a doctor telling me I need another termination or miscarrying, I wish I knew what to do to calm those thoughts as I'm sure they will not help me.
As every week passes I think about where I would be in our pregnancy, and I'm struggling with lots of people I know also getting pregnant, and friends due around the same time I should have been.
I know I must stay positive and hopefully soon I can celebrate a new little life again.
I will always love and remember my Peanut xx