One week to go until my first scan and my head is all over the place.
I feel excited, protective and happy one minute then scared to death the next. I've never been particularly maternal or fussed about other people's babies so now I'm stressing that I won't like my own. Or I'll be terrible at all of this... My dreams are totally mad, last night I was just left to it once I gave birth and I was terrible at everything and no-one cared! I know this is very unrealistic as my partner is amazing!!
When I'm not stressing about that, I'm sure that there's nothing actually there and it's all in my head....
Agh! I'm hoping that my scan will sort my head out a bit.