I am sorry this message is not for the whole family. This is just for "YOU" in particular..
Do your absolute best and have a safe and GRET day today. The pain will ease a little, the frustration will become more bearable. Today I really truly want "YOU" to have a good day. Do NOT be scared or angry at our illness. Concentrate on what "YOU" can do, not what it has taken from "YOU".
Be content with your life, for my friend "YOU" are living. Always remember RULE 1. "YOU" are not allowed to permanently and purposely hurt yourself.
Royce (your ms writer and brother)
always much love and good wishes