Good morning my dear ms family. This is a very long journey. It has ups and downs, for no good reason. At least for none that I have ever been able to work out, and believe me I have tried.
I have done many things, accomplished all sorts of goal, BUT I feel there is still something missing. Maybe I need to go up to the Red Rock in Sedona and contemplate the stars, see if there is a message there for me. To find the path and get back on track to who knows where. For my beloved Newbies (Newly diagnosed) there is a path for "YOU", a direction for "YOU" to go. Wipe away your tears for a moment, pull your shoulders back and straighten up. "YOU" will be okay. Yes, most certainly "YOU" have a lot to do, a lot of very strange things to learn, BUT "you" CAN and "YOU WILL.
Perhaps one day "YOU" will be further along your path and look around, wondering which fork in your path will be best.
Royce (your ms writer and Brother)
it is okay YOU will make your own best choice