Sunday morning, I did not mop the kitchen, but I did put away the dishes and the Roomba is cleaning the floor. It is Sunday so maybe no chin-ups today. She who must be obeyed, is still asleep so later than I expected my Sunday drive and the joint dog is next door getting a bath. Everything is working nothing hurting so life is pretty good so far.
ms is a chronic progressive illness that can not be stopped or cured. Slowed down, YES most certainly, but stopped, sadly NO. We all take Disease-Modifying Therapy (DMT) to slow it, never to attempt to stop it We are not meant to solve it, cure it, not yet anyway. We have to live with it. Our best efforts only slow it. As many exacerbations that "YOU" have, "YOU" would have more and be in a much worse position if "YOU" did nothing to slow it.
It is not pleasant to lose skills and functions, but "YOU" are doing the right thing. The best thing for "YOU".
Royce (your ms writer)
you arer doing the best for yourself. do NOT despair keep going