My beautiful blue eyes boy died from meningits a month after his second birthday he had no rash and he just wanted to sleep he stopped breathing on me on the way to doctors and a amblace came and they took him to hospital and told us he was brain stem died there was nothing they could do I miss my little angel
My baby boy: My beautiful blue eyes boy died... - Meningitis Now
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Awh! So painful :(. I'm so sorry you lost your baby boy. My condolence to you and your family at this time of great loss. So painful.
Gosh I am so so very sorry, how totally devastating for you. I have a child and I cannot imagine how the trauma of losing him would affect me but I do know there would be a big gaping hole in my heart which could maybe be patched with time but never repaired and that I would struggle to live my life without him. My thoughts are with you. xx
I know what you are going through, as I also lost my darling little granddaughter who was only nearly thirteen months old. We lost her very quickly, no rash at first and the triage nurse did not recognize what it was. By the time it was diagnosed it was too overwhelming and my darling died. This all happened just over 1 year ago on Christmas Eve.
Grief is very individual but its helped me to talk to others in the same position.
Meningitis Now can help.
Also The compassionate friends have a forum in which you can tell any one anything -they are all bereft parents, some also losing small babies and children to the same illness.
You have to learn how to live with the loss- its almighty difficult and you don't think you will- but you do.
You are not alone.
I'll never ever forget my beautiful girl. I love her with all my heart and soul- always will.
Eve xx
I'm so extremely sorry for your loss. I've lost my mum a year ago and I know how devastating and painful is to lose a loved one especially when it's your little angel. My sincere condolences. With love