I pushed hard last night. A very good and longtime friend has passed away back home.
I did the best thing I could think of - go out and run to reaffirm life is not all doom and gloom and to wear out the negativity.
On the one hand it helped - I ran off the sadness and frustration that I have lost far too many good people in the last few years from a pool that was never that huge to begin with. On the other it didn't - it somehow felt like I was "using" the gift of running in a negative way.
Tomorrow I will run again, but not to "handle" grief and depressed feelings. Digging a big hole in the garden or taking an axe to a tree or two is for that. My Running I need to reserve for fueling the "good" rather than napalming the "bad".
A few happy miles or however long or short a distance are far better than many many "tense" ones.
Sorry to hear of your loss. A natural and good response to such news and good to see it helped at least in one way.
Here’s hoping not too many trees get axed! That said, there’s one in my garden that’s needed taking out of years... maybe I’m out of excuses! Planted several fruit trees over recent years so I shouldn’t be annoying the extinction police too much 🤣
Sorry you’ve lost your friend, IJ. I guess you, like ourselves, are in the age group where that happens with a sad frequency. Take care. And your resolution to save your running for good self-care has gone on to my list. I think it is a wise one. 💕
Fantastic advice UNM. In fact I’ve been doing just that and taking my “every other day” runs really easy. I always come back feeling happy. 😀 I walk on the alternate days and wish I was running! It’s so important to get out in the fresh air. ☀️☀️
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