Seeking Something Better

[Jayson42572]

Looking to hang, chat, and support others in my area. I live in Cleveland area and looking to meet others. I have been panic stricken about being with anyone that I could possibly transmit to, and have been avoiding most contact with men. I just can't be responsible for that in my life. I was diagnosed November, 5th, 2016. It was a changer for my world as it spiraled out of control. I didn't get angry, I got more optimistic. I am going to live a full long happy life 😁 Now just need that other person to complete it. Tired of hanging on dating apps.

[Willm3]

I completely understand your frustration.

[Jayson42572 in reply to Willm3]

Yeah it's very lonely at times but in greater news I'm alive, each day is a gift ❤️

[Willm3 in reply to Jayson42572]

Yes we can agree on that. Hope your having a good day so far

[Latchatt]

Hey Jayson, hope to stay in contact with you, I'm in Tennessee

Victor

[Jayson42572 in reply to Latchatt]

I'd be honored Victor!

[NeohioGuy]

I know how you feel. I have the same fear. I have avoided dating since diagnosis. It can be very isolating. But good to feel like I have control of it. Rather than it controlling me.

[Jayson42572 in reply to NeohioGuy]

I agree, but when someone tells me I can't do something, my inner kid kicks in and I do the exact opposite lol

[NeohioGuy in reply to Jayson42572]

How long ago were you diagnosed?

[Jayson42572 in reply to NeohioGuy]

November '16

[SincerityACE]

Hi i am geof. How are u?

[Jayson42572 in reply to SincerityACE]

I'm good Geof how are you?

[Jirey001]

It's hard at first year or do but it gets easier!

[Jayson42572 in reply to Jirey001]

Yeah it's been an emotional roller coaster so far but I'm still sure this isn't gonna beat me 😁😁

[Jirey001 in reply to Jayson42572]

Yea, thought I was gonna go crazy but I got through it.

[Awakening135]

If you are undectable and adherent you are not going to transmit HIV to anyone. If you did, you would be the first one as no one in the Partner study has.

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