My partners got tested and were both negative. I have no idea how I got it. I dont do drugs, or drugs that use needles. I dont drink. I'm not promiscuous. All I know I woke up one day with a lot of hand and bite marks all over my body, and I was very very weak. After two days, I knew something was very wrong, I called the ambulance. I got dressed to try and meet them on the 1st floor of my building, I'm on the second floor, but I fainted, and fell down the steps. I woke up hours later In the emergency room. They kept saying who assaulted me, and I kept telling them no one, I'm single. I was home alone. The cops were even called. Long story short, they said i was viciously assaulted and i had a sepsis infection. All of this in a night. Out of nowhere. They gave me antibiotics for two days, then they came and told me I was positive. They keep trying to get to tell them who beat me up, but I kept saying I was fine when I went to bed. I was released after 9 days. I have been positive for a while, and ive had less than 10-20 copies. Undetected for a while. But I still wake up with hand marks and bite marks. My doctors say I might be doing it in my sleep, but highly unlikely because the bites and marks are on my back and neck and on my sides, in places impossible for me to reach. Plus I'm sensitive to pain, if i grabbed myself that hard or bite myself I would wake up. They don't know. I don't know. So I deal. I am a soul of a different origin. I've had some weird stuff happen in my life that has made me feel oddly out of place on earth. Although the nature part of this planetary environment is beautiful, the society that dwells within is detrimental to the natural order and laws. Such pain and hurt in such a beautiful, scenic place is dsyfunctional. I hope I can help someone here with who I am. This part of my journey has just begun. If anyone wants to just chat or unload some burdens that just having someone listen and understand, I'm here. Lots of love and peace of mind to all who read this and also to those who don't.
