I'm new to this site. In July, I got my 5th concussion. Compared to the injuries of so many others, it barely seems noteworthy-I was knocked backward and struck my head on blacktop. I feel less aware, less intelligent, slow, everything is laborious, I can plan, but what is execution. Exersise helped a bit...tried meditation. The other concussions were 20-30 years ago and I wasn't a single mom.
I have cried a bit, but am detached and devoid of real emotions as I previously felt them. I am very grateful I can read, write and speak; I have vision, hearing and mobility. Words are slow to come when speaking at times. I have ADHD and depression-my meds don't seem to apply to the new me- spend hours looking for things.
I miss me. I miss being able to just get up and make something to eat without waiting all day or two days to realize "oh I'm hungry." I am tired of Everything feels like a process I have to disect and it's just mentally exhausting, then I'm tired. I am grateful every day, I just wonder if there are ways to improve motivation, energy, etc.
Thanks for listening