Hey guys! I just wanted to write about how I'm really losing hope. So much scares me. The thought of not being able to sustain a job, an independent lifestyle, and one day create a family of my own is getting to me. The deficiency in memory is so obvious to me it is the worst type of torture. I feel so bad because hypoxic injuries carry such a poor prognosis and because I haven't improved any over time. I just want it to be fixed. I just want it to be fixed that's all.