Well I'm not sure if this is a good idea or not but who knows, something good might come of it somewhere or it might help someone in some way. I decided to start a blog/video blog to document things that are going on. Maybe if I vent there it might help my brain get a little less tangled and prevent me ranting on about it to friends and alienating them. I've just come to the point where there is no way I can explain things to some close to me, it ends up with me feeling like a pleb.
Anyway, here it is: fnddiary.blogspot.co.uk/