Ever since I've been diagnosed with fnd last year it feels like my health is deteriorated ,my anxiety is getting a lot worse my up and go as definitely gone .Every day when I wake up I just want to go back to sleep , I should be going to see my mother at the care home but I just can't go ,I keep thinking of my childhood days, I can still get the visions of what I used to see when my mother was trying to commit suicide in the gas oven .
It's hard to believe after so many years how it's effecting me now , I had a stroke like symptom two weeks ago but without the stroke, and I haven't felt right since I should of gone to the hospital but I didn't go because I've had so many .
My head feels empty just like it's got nothing inside it , am I going mad it's not a nice feeling.
I'm just going to sleep today ,hopefully I will feel better later .