*sensitive post* 12 week scan

[Niki_B]

I still cannot believe I am writing this post..

Today I had my 12 week scan. And everything is looking perfect! I was of course worried that something was going to go wrong...as we do when weve been through the struggles we all have. Luckily my fiance got to go in with me this time...thank gosh because I was a wreck! Oh and to top it all off 1 hour before we left for appt. We had a pretty decent earthquake 5.9 centered a 30min drive from me (im in new zealand) so my nerves were extra rattled! 😣 to see an actual baby on the screen just blew my mind! I am 12+5 today and baby is measuring 13+4 so sonographer said baby is growimg nicely 😁 Baby was jumping around on the screen even sucked their thumb for us! Im so in love already, and I know this worry I live with daily (not once can I pee without looking at the loo paper 🤦‍♀️) will not leave me until I have baby in arms. I feel so blessed and so greatful...still waiting for it all to sink in.

I pray that each and every one of you will have your little miracles one day too. It really CAN happen, I had lost all hope and had given up...then this 😍. I will be forever greatful ❤💕

[Miracle43]

Amazing to hear all is well 😀. Try to relax and enjoy your pregnancy x

[Niki_B in reply to Miracle43]

Thank you. I will try my hardest to relax..no promises 🤣😘❤

[Noah1981]

Xxxx I’m so happy for you xxx

[Niki_B in reply to Noah1981]

Thanks so much hun 🤗 I hope you get your miracle one day soon 😘😍❤

[Kiedy84]

Beautiful, so happy for you lovely xxxx

[Niki_B in reply to Kiedy84]

Thanks so much hun 🤗😘❤

[Lots8788]

Congrats lovely x wishing you all the best for rest of pregnancy xx

[Niki_B in reply to Lots8788]

Thanks so much 🤗😘❤

[KiboXX]

Ahhh hello little one! So so happy for you ♥️🥰 xxx

[Niki_B in reply to KiboXX]

Thank you 😘 still feels so surreal ❤

[Peanutchips]

Amazing! Congratulations 💕 Hope the rest of your pregnancy goes smoothly for you x

[Niki_B in reply to Peanutchips]

Thanks so much hun 😘❤

[Stephybivf]

How lovely after everything you’ve been through. So happy for you. Wishing you a happy and healthy pregnancy xxx

[Niki_B in reply to Stephybivf]

Thanks so much, I feel very blessed 😘❤

[Cinderella5]

Awwww Im so happy for you Niki, beaut pic. You deserve your happiness after all you've been through! Hope the rest of the pregnancy goes well.....and no more earthquakes. Lots of love.xx

[Niki_B in reply to Cinderella5]

Thanks hun ❤ still pinching myself daily, and am so so greatful. To be honest still hard to believe this is happening! And still worey everyday but i guess that's normal and just how its gonna be. I hope this stupid covid crap settles down and you can get going on your frosties that are waiting for you 😘🤗💕

[Pinkpaw2]

Congratulations lovely photo x

[Niki_B in reply to Pinkpaw2]

Thank you ❤

[Blue1986]

Wonderful, I am so happy for you my eyes are welling up! What an amazing feeling and you’re past that big 12 week hurdle...yeah ☺️

It looks like fate took its course with you and that this was just meant to be.

[Niki_B in reply to Blue1986]

Aww thanks hun 🤗 yes it's still so hard to believe this is happening! But looking at my growing little bump daily reminds me that it is 😁 feeling so so blessed. Thanks for your kind words 😘❤

[ttcemmie]

Happy for you. Lots of love. xxx

[Niki_B in reply to ttcemmie]

Thank you ❤

[Hidden]

I’m so delighted to see this update huge congratulations such a wonderful milestone to reach well done 🥰 it’s crazy you can feel such love for a little person who’ve you have never met 😍 it’s sad we can’t enjoy it more without such worry. All the best with the rest your pregnancy xxx

[Niki_B in reply to Hidden]

Thank you. Yes it's still hard to believe this is happening! Cant wait to feel some movement to help ease the anxiety! And yes I'm so in love already 🤗😍 thank you for your kind words 😘❤

[MissSaoPaulo]

This is so amazing, I'm so happy for you

Stay happy and healthy and, earthquakes aside, be glad you're in NZ!!

[Niki_B in reply to MissSaoPaulo]

Thanks hun 😘 and yes I am greatful to be here we have almost rid the country if this stupid virus! Your country on the other hand not doing so well I see 😞 you and your family stay safe ❤❤

[Emmaxxx]

Congratulations niki. You so deserve this. I am so happy for you. I hope you are feeling well xx

[Niki_B in reply to Emmaxxx]

Tha is so much Emma 😘❤

[Rella22]

Congratulations,

Enjoy every minute of it. I know it is harder done than said.

[Niki_B in reply to Rella22]

Tha I you 😘❤

[Lynnr54]

Really pleased to hear all is going well. When you’ve been through so much to get this far it is understandable to be nervous all the way through. I was the same. It’s one of the oh so cruel things about infertility - it robs you of your ability to enjoy your pregnancy. All you can do is tell yourself that each milestone met means there’s less chance that something will go wrong and hopefully you’ll be able to enjoy some of it. I found I relaxed a bit when I started to feel kicks (though of course if there was ever a short period when there wasn’t any then I’d be worried again).

Hope the earthquake hasn’t caused too much damage!

[Lovemylion]

Wonderful news. Especially after reading your profile! Fate indeed! Xxx