Stupidly tested on d8pd2t of my 2 minions.feeling low

[Tati14680]

Hi. After promising to myself not to test, given up as the pain is so intense at night I can't sleep. Obviously bfn. And now feeling miserable. Also going back to work tomorrow and dreading it. And it feels that all my friends that promised to be on my side disappeared when I more need them.

[Orla9298]

I really think that is too early, don’t lose hope! It’s only 10dpo equivalent! I didn’t get a positive test with my two natural pregnancies (both ended) until 12dpo and 14dpo. Sending you a hug, sit tight and keep some faith. Sometimes testing early helps ease yourself into a disappointment if it does fail, it’s not such a shock on test day (at least that what works best for me) so don’t beat yourself up for testing early and I would say you still have a really good chance!xxx

[Tati14680 in reply to Orla9298]

Thanks hun. I just want to cry. Ex partner still living here and he is of zero support. Reaching out only if he needs something otherwise always on his phone or out dating. That breaks my heart. Going out now for pedicure and facial, miserable but pretty

[Hidden]

Please don't be so hard on yourself - it's so hard to resist the temptation to test when you're so desperate to know the answer. BUT it could change on OTD and I really hope it does. When is OTD? I'm sorry your friends aren't being there for you; we say it on here all the time but it's just too hard for some people to get their heads around. My mum was exactly the same and I felt that she of all people should have been supportive. Have you reached out to them? Perhaps they aren't sure whether or not to mention it first because they don't want to upset you. Good luck for OTD. xx

[Tati14680 in reply to Hidden]

Otd is 14th. I reached out saying how I feel but they are all of a sudden soooo busy. My parents are not aware about what I am doing or that I broke up with my ex. We live abroad and we will tell them when I will go back home. I was hoping to have some good news at least. It is hard when my ex in laws call as my MIL is hoping for a grandchild and keeps pointing out that my clock is ticking &c. They will be heartbroken. It is just all so wrong at the moment. Sorry it is just a miserable day. Thanks for your support

[Autumnmoon]

Can so understand the need for early testing but maybe this was just a bit too soon and could change for you in a few days sorry your friends are not as supportive as you hoped sometimes you find the support from an unexpected source wishing you all the best x

[Autumnmoon]

Replied before I had read your replies you must be having such a hard time with everything hope you do get some love and support maybe your ex's parents might still want to help? Anyway take care sweetheart x

[Tati14680]

Been out with a friend (and her 3 children), feeling a bit better now. Thanks for your replies. I will try to resist now..