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Feeling 'odd' again

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Hi All,

I have been doing so very well but in the last week noticed that I am feeling a bit "odd' again.

Last weekend I drove to see a friend and went to her previous home that she moved from about 10 years ago now. It was only a few streets away from where she lives now but I have never done that before.

In a meeting this week with my Team at work I was struggling to find the words and forgetting whether I had already covered the topics of the agenda already or not!

I went to a shop yesterday and my movement was clumsy & unsteady.

I think it is because I am tired and so not concerned but I am so frustrated!

For those of you "out the otherside' are these 'odd' periods to be expected longterm in your experience?

I am hoping that I feel better again after rest but Enc is always lurking in the background !

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Paula-38

Hi GreenBamboo!

I had Encephalitis the day after my first birthday so you can't compare yourself to me.. I gradually improved as I got older but apparently that is how it affects babies and young children, it's the complete opposite of how the adult brain works.

However I have met other people like yourself it "sounds like" you may well have short term memory loss. Personally I never had that problem nor fatigue either and I'm not a doctor, but I'm one of the Encephalitis Society's volunteers there are so many of us here now.

I do suffer from an anxiety disorder called 0bsessive- Compulsive Disorder - OCD, and I have always been a very paranoid and anxious person.

With regards to your movements do you have a movement disorder, or epilepsy/seizures?

I'm thinking it could be any of those symptoms, before considering the physical symptoms of anxiety which I THINK it might be.

In any case I suggest that you talk to your doctor and you can ring the Encephalitis Society on +44(0)1653 699599

or email support@encephalitis.info

That's the best help I can offer.

Please feel free to ask me any questions anytime.

Best of luck with everything.

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GreenBamboo in reply to Paula-38

Hi Paula38,

Thank you for responding.

I am not feeling anxious at all, I think it is the fatigue kicking in and having these affects.

Hopefully I'll be back on track very soon

🤞

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Littlefoot19

Hey GreenBamboo ❤️

I hope you’re feeling better today and managed to have a rest.

I’m over a year out of hospital for my NMDAR encephalitis and honestly I do still have my own ‘odd’ moments. For me it’s also when I get really tired, overwhelmed or a little overstimulated (bright lights / lots of tv etc) and it can end with a big headache, fatigue and some movement issues. These moments are definitely becoming more few and far between but they can still creep up sometimes.

I also so understand the frustrations, it’s difficult when you’ve been having a good run but I think it’s really important to be kind to yourself when these things happen and listen to your body.

I don’t know if my little ramble provides any comfort but hopefully it will help - just know you’re not alone.

Sending love,

Littlefoot

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GreenBamboo in reply to Littlefoot19

Hi Littlefoot,

Thank-you for your 'ramble' it sounds as though my experience is very similar to yours, which is comforting.

I haven't had the chance to really rest up but I am taking it easier and planning in some rest periods into my working week to take more care.

Have a good day x

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Wygella

Hi. I’m not quite the other side but definitely getting there. And yes. I did have odd ‘blips’ where I got confused or I had a wrong memory and my husband or sister explained I’d got it wrong. I don’t get that much now but when I’m tired I still talk too fast and get words or even whole sentences wrong. It usually happens at the end of a busy day now but I can slip the wrong word in at any time.

The clumsiness is a lot less too but when I’m tired I’m very annoyingly butterfingered.

I do think in your case this is caused by over tiredness and associated stress because stress is the one thing I really don’t do well. However it is worth taking Paula-38 advice about the Encephalitis society and asking them because they are the experts and it will put your mind at rest.

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GreenBamboo in reply to Wygella

Hi Wygella, Thank-you for your reply.

I really thjnk it is the fatigue and I am sure with rest I will feel better. I am thinking that these odd times will be around for a while. I haven't got any worse.

Have a good day

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Wygella in reply to GreenBamboo

Thinking positively is also a good thing for us. Im sure you’re right. Enjoy your day too.

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OldGnome

Hello GreenBamboo!

I am almost beginning year number 5 of recovery and things are much improved for me since 2018.

I still have troubles with my short term memory, though. The fatigue is the main problem that remains, for me.

So I still have "odd times" but less often. I have learned to stop trying to multitask so much, which can throw me into the short term memory-loss mode. If too many people try to talk to me at once, I also sort of "go blank" and can't listen to what any of them are saying.

I do not drive very far from home any more. If I have to go somewhere that I am not 100% familiar with, I fire up my trusty cell phone and let "Google Maps" talk to me as I go down the road.

I guess I have learned what can trigger my problems, and what to do to stop them. Keeping things writen on my dry erase board, avoiding problem-inducing situations, and Google Maps are helpful to me.

If by chance you see a red FIAT 500 with Pennsylvania license plates, it might be me, and then you know that I REALLY took a wrong turn!! 😁 Crossing the Atlantic Ocean might be a problem, though!

Hope you continue to improve and find something extra fun to do this week!

OldGnome

Headed to the UK!
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GreenBamboo in reply to OldGnome

Hi Old 'wise' Gnome,

Your posts make me chuckle!

I reckon you'll be well & truly multi-tasking if we see your FIAT 500 in the Atlantic Ocean! You will need a rest after that!

I suppose over time I will learn more about triggers and strategies to prevent these odd times. I have done pretty well up until now but this has crept up slowly.

I will try to rest up over the next few days to get back to the new me.

Happy adventures driving today

🤣

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Remos

Hi GreenBamboo,

I’m not sure I can add anything further to what has already been said. However, I still wanted to reply and offer my support in the same way you have supported and reassured me in your posts.

I still get very fatigued on a regular basis particularly during the day. However, what I’ve found helpful is to put on a “blackout mask” - the same kind people use in an aircraft. It’s amazing how much more light it blocks out even when I have my eyes closed. This has an immediate effect of helping me relax and de-stress. I also quite often have a cup of tea that I sip slowly which I hold on my lap (and try not to miss my mouth 😂).

Wishing you well and thinking of you.

Remos.

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Wygella in reply to Remos

That’s a great idea. I’m going to try it!

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Bonez1092

I understand completely. I get a weird feeling before I have a seizure sometimes and don't know why. My last really bad seizure I fell and Don't remember anything. I woke up back in bed and even hooked up my feeding tube. When I was awoken 3 hour's later my husband was horrified. I had bruises around my neck a black eye and bad head injury. I didn't believe him and went to try to sit up and had a horrible pain in my left arm. Apparently I fell and crushed my elbow and broke 2 bones in my arm. I ended up in the hospital having emergency surgery for 3 and a half hour's. Yet I still have no memory of what happened. It's like a big hole of black. Always pay attention if you suddenly feel odd. Don't drive or do anything until you are sure you feel ok. Then call your doctor. I get breakthrough seizures maybe once a year or even 2 year's so I don't understand why but they start with a odd feeling. Good luck to you.

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kitnkaboodle

Hey, I’m a little late to the party, but I just wanted to add something… I’m not sure if there is “another side,” but if there is one, I’m not on it. I got sick two months before you, but I currently can’t even dream of doing all you’re doing: working, driving, socializing, shopping, etc. It’s a lot! Is it possible it’s too much for you right now? Early in my recovery, I deceived myself and thought I could do more. Now that I’ve settled into a routine I can manage, I can control my symptoms better. Every E case is different, and my ABI is probably more severe than yours, but just food for thought.

Take care,

Kit