Well all that hassle I was put under by my boss & HR at work have been for nothing, I was basically told it's up to you if you want to have the assessments, but you will have to pay for it and then claim it back in the usual way. Nothing was followed up with me so nothing happened, as I was only covering for a woman on maternity leave they have given me my exit letter and my contract will not be extended.
So my last day is the 8th of March, as I am the only one who knows exactly what my role involves I have been asked to do an instruction manual of EVERYTHING my role involves by my boss. This will be so they can get someone new in who will not be as good as me care about the job or even know the system etc inside and out like I do.
I have been well and truly set up, and do not understand why it's always me that this happens to. I work very hard and do care about getting things done and the right way, and am always proffessonal. Although I did have my yearly review and got 100% in all the elements they deciede were important. I told some of my colleagues, who said "No one ever gets 100%" so I guess I should be proud of myself for putting in the hard work and extra time. But I am really angry because they don't see what an asset I have been for them, I have done all they asked me to and more. So much so that I go in early just to prepare the documents needed to be sent out with the information we send, I have been known to stay late to get a job completed as I know that it is important and needed to be done.
I don't complain to my bosses I just do it and they know it, so it is upsetting that they do this to me even though they do know I have dyslexia they just don't want someone who they see as "different etc" working for them they want someone who is "Normal" But my other colleagues know and appreciate everything I do and know I put everything I've got into my job, they have said they will really miss me.
Although this blog doesn't seem to be about my dyslexia, I needed to put my feelings down about the situation I am in at the moment. Thank you for reading my blog!!