Absolute nightmare. The pain I was experiencing was agonising and could not go through with the session. Only half an hour. I actually broke down in the loo 😱
My mental state is in turmoil I'm desperate and I'm having to wait all the way til Tuesday for a urologist appointment then what?! Another follow up with no treatment in meantime again!!
I'm at my lowest today
Sorry for such depressive post but this is the only place I can vent freely with those who can relate. My partner tries but he just deosnt get it. As a male he is reluctant and finds it diff to express physical and verbal comfort and just puts his foot in it with the things he comes out with?!
I'm alone in my illness deep down even tho I have grown up kids they are no where to be seen. Personally I'm a burden to them in their eyes and too much trouble to deal with just like my own mother rejected me and resented me cos I was a sick child.
I'm trying to stay strong but some days are just too much for me and have no one to really talk to everyone too busy in. Their own lives.
So I just escape into Netflix or on this site.