Suffering from TBI and stroke suffering from abuse I have had from an abusive husband, because he will not make a settlement to me so I am fighting so hard to pay for my solicitors fees, last night I just cried. I prayed to God to help me. I just seem to be paying every penny I have tothe solicitor my abuser my ex-husband is fighting me.
He has the money to do it and he has no empathy, sympathy, he is a narcissistic leech and he drained me so much of my energy. yesterday I received yet another bill for over £3000 to pay for my solicitor., I cried and I prayed for an answer so Today I telephoned my solicitor and asked him if I could pay him so much a month, he has agreed and I should be elated, but I’m feeling so down, since having therapy for the abuse I find myself having emotions which I’m finding difficult to deal with. Sadness, Fear, anger, peace it’s all something new to me. it’s difficult. I feel so guilty feeling the way I do when so many people so much worse off then myself, maybe it’s just a down day but it’s not pleasant. i’m sorry, but I just need to share with people who understand where I’m coming from sometime I wish I didn’t feel but I do. I don’t know what to do with these feelings. I am breaking my heart writing to you all and I’m sorry. I should be so blessed and I am, it’s just difficult. I am still waiting for the police the crown prosecution service it is now 3 1/2 years nearly 4 since this started with the police. The Abuse I suffered was 30 years of hell, five years has passed and I’m still suffering. When will it ever end.
, I’m sorry I just need to share with you all.I wish you all the blessed Easter. God bless you Liz my adorable Shelly, Love Liz 🙏
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