Everyone knows about placebo, that being told something will help you means you'll get better even if it's a sugar pill. But what about Nocebo, the opposite end of the spectrum? What if negative thoughts leads to a worsening condition? The docs ask regularly about my signs; How is my balance, do I have headaches or bad dreams at night? They watch me walk then do the "push me over" test. My tremor is a 'given' but they ask whether medication is making it better or worse.
I never know what to say. Knowing that Rytary is given three times a day means I should tell them the tremor gets worse eight hours after the last dose?
And what about dyskinesia. I've been on Rytary for seven years. Shouldn't I be having side effects from Rytary by now? Is it time to add another agonist?
I take a yoga class once a week. It seems to be improving my balance. That is, I can prevent myself from falling when the doc tries to push me over.
Is this training my brain? Is this healing me? Or is this all just making me better at seeming better when the root problem is still there?