It will still be night. I guess 4:30 because that's my new rhythm. Thankfully more than 4 hours of sleep again instead of the usual 2 hours from a month ago. It is pitch dark with my closed eyes still not opening by themselves. I feel my partner has already left for another room so I can wake up quietly and she can hopefully continue sleeping. My cold feet are on fire from the neuropathy, but not as violently as while walking. That could be another problem in my first powerwalk workout tomorrow. With fascination I listen to my buzzing brain, like the background noise of a city coming to life, marveling more and more at what is going on there. My whole body trembles restlessly, but the visible tremors are still at rest. It feels familiar by now. I try to observe and breathe consciously as I have just learned to do in Qi Gong and signal with pleasure that I have another morning erection. If this is not a honeymoon?
I feel happy and want to share this with you. That won't quite work with that severely affected short term memory. It forces me to maintain this state and rehearse what I experience over and over again. I consciously open my eyes while the day has started so intensely before and begin to write.
Have a wonderful day! 🍀