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Hi everyone,

I'm really frustrated. I was diagnosed with CLL almost a year ago and am on W&W. I see my Oncologist every three months. My numbers have looked ok however my GP and my Oncologist can't tell me why I am feeling pain in my blatter/groin area. I have had just about every possible exam you can think of to try and find an answer. Other than having CLL and high Cholesterol the doc says I'm fine. My Oncologist dropped a bomb on me the last time I saw her when she said she didn't think the pain was related to CLL but she said maybe treatment would make it go away. I started keeping track of when I have pain and how long. So far it's been over a week now. I had scheduled an appointment for MD ANDERSON here in Texas last week for a second opinion but i had to cancel and reschedule it for next Friday. Folks I am a 48 year old male and I can handle a lot of pain but this is crazy. I'm lucky my job allows me to work from home because sometimes I can barely walk. Sometimes I also feel like I have a really bad flu and have to lay down all day until it goes away. I'm really frustrated because my numbers look ok but my symptoms seem to be worse

How long does one put up with it until you say I give..(.treatment)

You all are like my second family and you have been very helpful

Best Wishes,

BC

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Justasheet1

BC,

You best keep that appointment at MDA. I don't know about your current doc.

Jeff

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BCTexas in reply to Justasheet1

Thank you

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nvp815

Hi BC,

I don't really have any great words of wisdom, just wanted to let you know I am so sorry you are in such terrible chronic pain. MD Anderson is definitely the way to go. Hopefully they will get to the bottom of what is causing your pain and get you on the road to better health. Let us know how the second opinion visit goes. Wishing you the best of luck.

Nan

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BCTexas in reply to nvp815

I will ..thank you

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Shortcake2 in reply to BCTexas

Which dr are you seeing at MDA? I see Dr. Sam

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thompsonellen

I'm with Justasheet1 - keep that appt. From my experience, you get a totally different perspective from a world class CLL center. In my case, I have a rash all over my legs and arms that started when I was diagnosed 6 months ago. It was been getting worse and now it's like having 250 mosquito bites all the time. I am so itchy 3-4 times a day I can't see straight. I went to multiple dermatologists and was misdiagnosed. At OSU they said straight out it was from CLL and would likely resolve with treatment and they asked me to hold off until then. That was an answer I could live with, and fortunately, treatment starts soon. I think what I've learned is you need to be your own advocate and keep pushing for answers. I think you'll find them at MD Anderson. I'm also 48 and work from home.

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BCTexas in reply to thompsonellen

I'm sorry you are having a problem with the rash. I guess we all have our own symptoms to deal with. I plan on going to MD and I hope they can shine some light on my situation. I wish you the best with your treatment. Stay strong we are all in this together.

BC

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BCTexas in reply to thompsonellen

Did you ask about non chemo types of treatment? I wonder if this is an option.

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thompsonellen in reply to BCTexas

Strictly speaking, I'm not sure any of the meds being used are "chemo" - obinutuzumab, ibrutinib, venetoclax. 17p deleted patients don't respond to FCR. Plan A was ibrutinib, by my second opinion convinced me that given I have complex karyotypes and I am so young, I needed to do something more aggressive. Everyone talks about how great ibrutinib is, and it is, but if you are 17p deleted, you tend to relapse more quickly. Anyhow, I'm very confident this is the way to go for me even though it will be a pain to travel to Columbus once a week all summer.

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kathypawpaw in reply to thompsonellen

Dear Thompsonellen,

I had a chronic rash also but around my eyes. It was chronic and bad. Made me look like I was 90 years old. Skin was really hard and wrinkled. Not a good thing. I had all my old fillings taken out and it went away. The skin around my eyes is soft and back to normal with no recurrence of the rash.

Kathy

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thompsonellen in reply to kathypawpaw

Sounds awful. I'm glad it resolved.

The Texas Medical Center, of which MDA is a part, has 21 hospitals, 9 (or more by now) specialty clinics and 8,000~10,000 doctors. Ask the people there if they can get you a referal to a specialist somewhere.

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I will ..thank you

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wroxham-gb

BC

Hope that you soon get sorted. It must be awful for you to live with. Is it continuous or after food or any repeat activity. Probably been checked but a lot of people with CLL have problems with the gall bladder !!! Hope it i'sent . Let's hope they sort you soon.

My best wishes.

Sue

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BCTexas in reply to wroxham-gb

Hi Sue,

It comes and goes. I started taking notes on when it happens and for how long. It stopped hurting today. It lasted about 8 days. I never hear anyone on here that complains about this symptom so it has me a little concerned it could be something else. If it is from CLL it will be difficult for me to stay onW&W but I am doing everything to stay away from treatment although I may not have a choice. My hope is MD ANDERSON will be able to determine what the problem is.

Take care..best wishes

I will let everyone know what I find out :)

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BellaBee10 in reply to BCTexas

I was diagnosed because they ran tests to see if I had arthritis. Sometimes I would be fine, sometimes I would be limping, sometimes just pain in my lower abdomen. I had scans etc. All this went on for years before I was diagnosed with CLL. It's a very confusing illness. I wish you all the best with your appointments.

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BCTexas in reply to BellaBee10

Thank you..sounds similar to some of my symptoms.

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barbkay17 in reply to BellaBee10

I have been getting pain in my lower abdomen/groin for a while also --at times can hardly walk after.sitting and also have just had Xrays to count out Arthritis--Interesting. What as you long term result as I see your post was from a while ago ??

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If you click on BCTexas’s avatar in his post or replies his other posts and replies with updates will come up.

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wroxham-gb in reply to BCTexas

Yes, please do.

Sue

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cllady01Former Volunteer in reply to BCTexas

Could your problem be kidney stones? or Bladder stones? Just throwing that out for you to research.

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BCTexas in reply to cllady01

That's something I need to look into.

Thank you

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BCTexas in reply to cllady01

I had many blood tests done and nothing showed up.

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SouthFloridaLady

BC, hoping that this is resolved soon, and without treatment for CLL.

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BCTexas in reply to SouthFloridaLady

Thank you ☺

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