Hi folks . I hope you have all managed to have as good a week as possible. Bearing in mind that a week ago I had no idea I was about to sink so low , and get such supportive comments from you , and that there has been the sad news about Sarah , I wanted to say something . I will probably waffle as always ! I , like many of us , I guess have kept going this week- not quite sure how but I have. I have managed to get a job ( will see if I can sustain it but I will try ) , not coped at all well with noisy neighbours BUT mostly wanted I wanted to say was I have just , not sure what . I have just been to see Forest under 16s and under 18s. I had to go ion my own but managed to chat to a favourite player who is now a coach. Was I still in considerable pain ? yes. Did it ease at all ? NO , Do I feel happier . No necessarily - but I went and refus eto give up !