After being 4yrs sober I thought why not a couple won’t hurt! Ended up with a massive bleed and ended up back in hospital!
I feel so annoyed with myself and frightened that horrible anxious feeling that I am going to die again!
My consultant said I was lucky to have survived!
I’m crying whilst I’m writing this because I am frightened and scared and so angry that I was so stupid.
So the journey for me starts again! I did it once and will do it again but this time I won’t be so naive and stupid to believe that I can ever have a relationship with alcohol again.