Still on the wagon and I'm not saying that I've won and I may never say that. I have my bad days and not so bad days. I even had a very vivid dream where I thought it was ok to have a couple of cans of rum'n'cola. At least I think it was a dream.
Overall, I'm experiencing really good physical changes; like better lung function, weight loss (hitherto approx. 5kg now) and improved liver/kidney function (no more amber colour urine) etc. Yet, I feel very weak and lethargic; plus, I'm a little worried about my cognitive abilities.
Of course, my worldview is much clearer now; actually, it's a bit of a shock. I'm a little paranoid as well as having to cope/contend with some past emotive trauma, instead of blotting it out with alcohol. Also, I'm having trouble with recall.
It's mostly to do with language, recalling words, common terms etc. I had thought I would be more articulate now, rather than finding it difficult to properly express myself. Perhaps I am, more articulate now, but didn't realise how inarticulate I was through the haze of alcoholism???
Any comments on this would be greatly appreciated...
One month down, and I'm up for #2