Anger causing Blackout?

I have severe anxiety, 6 medications, a history of seizures, closed head injuries, clinical depression, and a problem with alcohol. What happens is Hepatic reactions? maybe to becoming angry? I take meds every day since I was 12, and first diagnosed. I tried to stop the pills once, if I was off the pills I'd just drink a ton.

When I become emotional, i immediately black out. And act out. Non dependent on how much I've been drinking, no medication has ever changed this. I have calmed down as I've aged, so the violence I seek in this blacked out state is more mild.

when I was hospitalized for my last seizure, labs showed 200+ liver enzymes, so I wondered if this was also a hepatic reaction?

Is there any way to stop this? to remain calm? to stop destroying my relationships when I lash out?